Saturday, August 15, 2009

TRAVELING & CHANGE



Where we are by Gerald Locklin

"I envy those
who live in two places:
new york, say, and london;
wales and spain;
l.a. and paris;
hawaii and switzerland.
there is always the anticipation
of the change, the chance that what is wrong
is the result of where you are.
i have
always loved both freshness of
arriving and the relief of leaving.
with
two homes every move would be a homecoming.
i am not even considering the weather,
hot
or cold,
dry of wet:
i am talking about hope."

New places and new things bring out something in us. There is a certain FREEDOM and RELEASE that encircle us and push us to be more than we are or were. To become something NEW or DIFFERENT, one must accept the fact that one must change, grow, and expand. One night when I was in San Francisco, I was looking out over the city with the Golden Gate bridge to my right and a full moon in the sky. I was blown away by the feelings I had. I did not feel alone, I did not feel unimportant, I did not feel insignificant. I did feel the spring of possibilities, the capabilities of my dreams, and the desire to make a change. I have LEARNED that to find yourself you have to take a piece of of everything and everyone you experience and make it a new part of you. In the movie The Motorcycle Diaries the main character states that, "You have to let the world change you, then you can change the world." Sometimes the world can appear all too big for us to handle, but the beauty and magnificence of experiencing it should overpower those fears. So I pray that I will continue to seek adventure, seek new people, seek change, but mostly seek LOVE.


SUMMER :)





This summer has been one filled with traveling, old friends, new friends, family, and a lot of fun. I recently went back to Boston to go to some Red Sox games and visit old friends from high school. It was a fantastic time and I really miss them :(. It was crazy to think about the fact that we graduated from high school 4 YEARS ago! Craziness! The following week I went to Oregon to visit my grandparents. My grandmother is my hero. I love her and relate with her so well! She is the strongest and kindest person that I know. When I got back to Cali Cali, my mom got this new camera lense and did some cool shots of me and the family!

I go back to school shortly with my sister and brother! I could not be more excited for school to start. It will be good to be back with my friends and to make some crazy memories! It is also my senior year and it is going to be a great one! I am so blessed to have all the friends and family that I do! It has been a memorable and fantastic summer!